You are special, you are unique, you are one of a kind, and no one can be you better than you can. Don’t say why me; your problems will be different just like you. Everything you go through is part of the journey of transforming to the wonderful individual you already are and are meant to be. Just keep pushing and working on yourself. You got this!
I realized that hating, purposefully disobeying, irritating, disrespecting, and sometimes thinking of ways to hurt the person who molested me as a child was pointless and it trapped me. Instead, what I have chosen to do is to view myself as a powerful, dynamic and tough individual(kid then, woman now) who not only overcame such an unfair, heartless, and traumatizing situation, but also helps other people overcome their situations and pain.
I’m with you…every moment is valuable and every second is a privilege. Is it really like that though, do you feel the same way or is it just me? I am not sure, I don’t know. I seem to question everything you do. Why do I question you? Am I being insecure or are you not showing me enough care, giving me attention or making me feel special enough!?
I don't hate you, but I don't love you either. I don't know where to start because we never had a beginning. You put an end to our relationship before I even had the chance to know you had something to do with me coming into this world. I’m not mad at you, I just have so many questions that I know will remain unanswered. When I think of you, I wonder...I wonder what my life would be like, if you were present.