#Love2017 PT.2 - But You Will Never Know...


I don’t want to be afraid. You don’t need to be scared! You just need to be honest. Honesty is key, don’t tell me what I want to hear, don’t sweet talk me, MAKE ME BETTER. I want to be the best version of me when I am around you. And once I reach my best self, push me even more; so, I can reach my full potential. And best believe, I will do the same for you. Even the sky will not be your limit when I am by your side; I will be your number one fan.

 I WILL BELIEVE IN YOU AND YOUR DREAMS WHEN ALL THE ODDS ARE AGAINST YOU BECAUSE I HAVE FAITH IN YOU. I HAVE FAITH IN ME THAT I WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE AT THE BEST POSSIBLE MENTAL STATE TO CHASE YOUR DREAMS AND ACCOMPLISH YOUR GOALS. WHEN YOU DOUBT YOUR ABILITY, I WILL BE SURE YOU CAN DO IT! AND WHEN YOU FAIL… I WILL REMIND YOU THAT FAILURE IS PART OF SUCCESS TOO! I WILL HELP YOU FIND THE POSITIVE IN EVERY NEGATIVE SITUATION. NO, I’M NOT NAÏVE; I'M POSITIVE. I AM HERE TO BE YOUR STRENGTH, WHEN YOU FEEL WEAK.

When you are sick, let me baby you…I’m here to give you comfort and lift you up, when you are down. I’m your backbone, lean on me; BE VULNERABLE WITH ME. You don’t have to think twice, no need to second guess, doubt or worry. FREE YOURSELF WITH ME! Relieve yourself from your past. I know you have hurt others, other have hurt you. You have played others, maybe you have been played too, but that cannot be your criteria or mindset while walking this path with me. FORGIVE…YOURSELF AND OTHERS! YOU CANNOT CHANGE YOUR FUTURE BY UTILIZING PAST BEHAVIORS!

I’m just…I’m here for you, I will guide you through it. You don’t have to do it alone. You don’t have to fight your past alone, I will fight it with you because I lov…

Uhm nah, f*** that, this is the “No Feelings Zone”! What the hell do I look like catching feelings? I AM GOING TO PLAY SOMEONE BEFORE THEY PLAY ME…F*** EVERYTHING I SAID! YOU DO NOT NEED TO KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT YOU. I am not going to set myself up to get played. Matter of fact, I will have you thinking that I am not even into you that much! Yeap, I will keep you on your feet…constantly worrying about what I do, who I am with, where I go...because I am NOT to be taken for granted!!!

I am pretty sure that if you really wanted to be with me, YOU WOULD HAVE A TON OF PICTURES ON INSTAGRAM, TWEETS, FACEBOOK STATUS OR POSTS ABOUT ME AND US!

I mean…I see how X and Y constantly post all these beautiful things about each other, THAT’S REAL! The ‘taken’ comment, initials and the lock, and the date on their bios….THAT’S REAL! Let me not forget to mention the daily surprises or just the videos portraying their perfect and amazing relationship…  

DON’T GET ME WRONG…I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IN ME, BUT…YOU WILL NEVER KNOW…AND I GUESS I WILL NEVER FIND OUT IF YOU LOVE ME EITHER…BECAUSE WHO IS PLAYING WHO? WHO’S WINNING? WHO’S LOSING? IS LOVE A GAME NOW?....

Shout out to Reese Royce. His art work is AMAZING! 


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